Tuesday, July 1, 2008

...and we're back!

Good Evening everyone! I hope this finds you well.

I am sorry I have been gone so long. School kept me busier than I had imagined - but I did well in all my classes. I have been out of class for over a week, but was just too tired to spend *one more* evening writing something. I am taking an accounting class, which will not require a big paper at the end - which I am happy about.

So here is what I've been up to:

* School, of course
* The BIG ole bible study (which has not gotten the attention it deserves - I may be held back!)
* Planning for - dreaming of - my trip to Virginia in August!!!
* Hanging out with friends - and having a great time doing it!
* Quick trip to Jonesboro to see the Honey-hams, and Fr. Foos who was with his school choir visiting from CA.
* Quick trip to Jonesboro for what was, hands down, the most eventful funeral I have ever attended.
* Co-Teaching (or more or less) Sunday School
* buying all manner of used books at used books stores and used book sales.
* finding a really cool bag pattern which I am hoping to begin working on soon.

Doesn't seem to be quite as long as I imagined or it felt...

I found a book at that book sale that I thought I would put in the church library. You never know - someone might like it. Well, I picked it up the other day and started reading. The book is called: My Beloved: The Story of a Carmelite Nun by Mother Catherine Thomas. It is about a young woman who is called to the vocation of a Carmelite Nun in the late 1920's.

I am completely taken with this book. Now, don't think for a minute that I want to be a Carmelite nun, or a nun of any flavor for that matter. I am just finding the story, and her insight, captivating. I believe the word is convicted...

I am not done, and I am sure I will need to read it at least one more time to really appreciate it - but I've already started marking in it!

This poem is included in the book:

My Beloved is my Bridegroom
And my Lord - O what a joy!
I will henceforth all the powers
Of my soul for Him employ;
And the flock that once I tended,
Now I tend not as before
For my only occupation
Is to love Him more and more.

I have gone away forever
From the haunts of idle men
And a sharer in their follies
I will never be again.
They will say, and say it loudly,
I am lost; but I am not;
I was found by my Beloved,
O how blessed is my lot!

St. John of the Cross

Beautiful, no? I believe that St. John of the Cross was a monk, or brother. I also believe that he wrote this about going into the contemplative life. But even so, I find it speaks to me. I am just using this to contemplate my own relationship with Christ - which is what, I believe, Mother Catherine Thomas wanted when she wrote this in 1955.

Cheers everyone - I'll try to be around more!